We miss Khushairy like crazy

I have to send Khushairy to my mom's place coz I have no one to take care of Adik and I don't have anyone I could trust to take care of him here. Sending him to nursey mean sending him to back to hospital again. He needs a clean and non-crowded place due to his medical situation....who would help me??? My mom and dad....thank you for your support financially and emotionally.

With heavy heart I have to be far apart from my sweetheart till there's better option to consider

So now at the moment Adik is at Batu Gajah and we both miss him dearly

Back to square One

After so much excitement over Kakak independence...she's not sleeping on her own AGAIN. Her reason is she's scared. Hmm...I think I have to put my feet down soon as possible.

Apart from that, I have to send Adik to my parents house for this fasting month coz you see all these while due to Adik's medical condition, my parents have been so helpfull and lend lend me their maid. Since dearest mom need some assistance during this fasting month then the best thing is to send Adik back to my hometown in Batu Gajah, Perak. So that mean I have to do the weekly travelling again and we'll be missing him. Not sure how he's gonna take it coz Adik is so close with kakak. He don't want to go to bed until he played enough with kakak. I guess he'll miss us too

The good news is I'm getting my own maid in October. Not sure how she looks like and hope she's good to both kids. I will update on that next time.

Hip Hip Hoorayyy

This week ShaSha sleep on her own in her room. I've been coaxing her to sleep in her own room for ages and of the sudden last weekend she decide to take the plunge. Umi's so proud of her. Hope she'll continue doing so.

Khushairy had his check up today. The pead doc was satisfied with his development. She did raise her concern on his ankle but she assured me that is very mild and I just need to continue doing therapy. He's trying to crawl, ok not actually doing so but he's pushing his but high up. I guess it's a matter of time he'll master the art or crawling.

Hmm did I mention that Khushairy smiles and giggles a lot more now a day. He looks so cute (ok I might be bias) After these months of waiting, to see that sweet smile from him, I feel that all the things that we've gone through and all the efforts really pays.

Oh ya...adik is 5.74kg today not the 1 kg peanut anymore. Goodness that boy can really eat. He takes 5 oz every 2 to 3 hours and 5 oz of cereal and he's always hungry. Unlike with ShaSha, I have to struggle to feed her and no wonder she's so skinny unlike you know who ha..ha..ha...

Yes, I need to do something with my weight. Will update on that next time or once I've found the right plan. When? Let's see when I'll get my big butt to move and do something about my big thigh.

Not so sweet ShaSha

Last night Umi was so upset with coz she shows tantrum and she said she hates Khushairy coz Khushairy droolis all over her blanket. She's screaming over a small thing!!! I just ignore her and attend to Khushairy. That makes her even more jealous and started screaming even louder (at almost midnight when everything is so quiet)

Arggghh this girl is really driving me crazy. I remember telling her that my love is enough to share between two of them.She always wants more than Adik in almost everything.

Despite all that I can understand her feelings after 5 years of being the only child and geting anything and every attention she wants now she have to share with Khushairy...it's a bit crowded to her I guess.

It's tears me apart... ShaSha my love...Umi love both of you very very very much.